As some have asked; yes the kids have gone to camp. Today is their third day. As most know I'm suffering (ever so slightly) from separation anxiety in a funny way of course. They will be back on Friday and I can't wait for the stories they'll have to share. The Lord is working in thier hearts right now and I thank God that they were given such a opportunity as this one.
I can't remember us ever having a chance to do something like this some 20 years ago. Give or take a few years..lol! As much as I'm missing them (I'm sure they haven't had time to think about us) I know they are being blessed in more ways then I can imagine.
It's amazing what you can do when 3/4 of your children aren't home. I've cleaned over and over again. My third day of not even a dirty sock. I've had time to pray out loud, silently, and with others. I've read the bible more then I ever had since going to church (over 30 years). Sierra has learned to read more. Yes, all this makes me happy, but it would make me even happier knowing that my kids were here to disrupt my time.
Funny as it seems, all the kids that usually come over have been stuck in their homes. Lucky parents!
Next week Sis and Mikey will be headed to Branded by Fire. Again, another first for me and them of course. You must Google it. It is truly an event worth going to for young teens and pre-teens. I am so proud of my kids right now. God is good; isn't he?
Lord, if ever there was a time, please fill me with patience and love and with a sealed mouth.
I pray this because at some point last evening (while sleeping) my mother called. I called her back this morning not knowing who I was calling. I didn't recognize her voice because I woke her up. The first thing I asked for was for my nieces and nephews. I miss them so much. I'm not sure if my mom called to see how we're doing or to perhaps "argue". I'm okay with her calling. I just need to act christian like. I know I'm not perfect and am only human, but I also know that one slip of tongue would give her a reason to come at me.
This is the time to practice, "Love as Jesus loves us".
Anyway, I have found myself having a heavy heart for a young lady who recently lost her mom. I ask that you keep her in your prayers. "Young lady" is determined to get through her loss by living in the word of God. I am proud of her as I, myself, was never truly strong enough to get past my dads passing until I lost what I once had. She knows her mom is singing Hallelujah. I do intend to be there for her for as long as she needs me.
Boy I miss my dad, but I too know that one day I will see him again. And when it's my time to leave this world I want my children to know that they will not have to worry but give praises in his name that I will live an eternal life. Jesus died for us to forgive us of our sins. He was that loving! He is that loving! In return I will sing praises in his mighty name and can't wait to see him when he calls for his daughter.
Anyway, I miss my kids....
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