I'm not sure how well this is going to play out. Honestly spell check and everything else is out of the door too. This is a private conversion between me and who ever reads this.
Friday was full of i don't know because I slept. Though Friday evening I felt something come on like you would not belive. It was my first episode. I felt like I was dying. I'm not kidding.
Family has been very good at calling and making sure I'm okay. Although I haven't spoken to many, mike has. Yesterday the shooting whatever kept coming. I've been fully medicated. I have no idea what I'm taking and barely notice when I even take them. My food intake is a minimun. I'm sleeping, which is nice. BUT I think My husband is exhausted.
I'm feeling some discomfort in my cheeck, in my nose my whole head, and I'm watching the world spin before my eyes. I am legally high. I see wires in my nose and it's looking a bit different.
The people at the church have been praying for me often. They brought food to us yesterday and I'm sorta hoping they bring a little but more. I can't stand long enough without feeling dizzy. Mike refuses that I skip my meds because of the overwheleming pain that happens.
I really have no clue as to what I'm writing but the sponge says it's wet. Anway, if you call I can't speak very loud as some have realized. I get headaches quit frequently but know that I'm not ingnoring you but only trying to avoid the visions of circle dancing in my head. Night all.
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