Friday, July 10, 2009
An off kind of day.
I woke up last night feeling like I wanted to puke my brains. Same for today. Why do these things happen when I'm late? I'm going to wait one more week and then see what has to be said about it.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
What beautiful days here!
I've had to get off my allergy meds so that I can go back on Monday. It's freaking me out, a lot! Fortunately it's been raining outside and on occasion we get have been getting pounded with blankets of rain. I'm thankful for the rain because it keeps me inside and away from an allergy flair up. So; Dear Lord bring on the rain!!!!
Yesterday we had the great pleasure of inviting a young family of 7 over dinner. We haven't known them long at all. It's still nice to see such a young Christian family adore each other like they do. I would only hope that one day our paths would cross and that we will have the opportunity to get to know them much better.
They leave here on Friday as the Lord has other plans. I wish them the best on their next journey.
Did I mention they are 5 wheeling for the next 6-12 months?! This is one of those journeys we can learn from. It's going to be very interesting to see what take place in their lives in the days to come!
May God bless you Graham's on your many successes that await you. We will continue to praying for you.
You got to love the military. There is always another place they find for you to call home. At every door step you come to it's always time to make new friends and at times know that the friends you met at your last duty station you may never see or hear from again. I feel like this time around for us is not the case. God has us here for whatever reason and I know that this is one place I will surely miss when it's our time. We've been so many great people in so little time. Thank goodness for another 2+ plus years! Hopefully we can add 2 years on top of the time remaining here.
Yesterday we had the great pleasure of inviting a young family of 7 over dinner. We haven't known them long at all. It's still nice to see such a young Christian family adore each other like they do. I would only hope that one day our paths would cross and that we will have the opportunity to get to know them much better.
They leave here on Friday as the Lord has other plans. I wish them the best on their next journey.
Did I mention they are 5 wheeling for the next 6-12 months?! This is one of those journeys we can learn from. It's going to be very interesting to see what take place in their lives in the days to come!
May God bless you Graham's on your many successes that await you. We will continue to praying for you.
You got to love the military. There is always another place they find for you to call home. At every door step you come to it's always time to make new friends and at times know that the friends you met at your last duty station you may never see or hear from again. I feel like this time around for us is not the case. God has us here for whatever reason and I know that this is one place I will surely miss when it's our time. We've been so many great people in so little time. Thank goodness for another 2+ plus years! Hopefully we can add 2 years on top of the time remaining here.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Please hear me...
In a way this if for me. An old friend of mine brought up my mother. Yes, My mother and sister are still living. I know I rarely mention them.
When I left CA I vowed never to go back unless the military took us back or God forbid something were to happen to a family member. I still really do feel that way. California is NOT the place I want my children to grow up at. Plus, we really can’t afford the cost of living there.
I know where I’m going with this I just have to make sure that I word it correctly.
Since moving to Florida our family has truly been blessed. Why would I want that change. Well honestly I don’t. I had my surgery 5 weeks ago and since then I’ve met some of the most awesome people! It almost makes me want to stay here despite my allergies. So what if I have to take shots all my life! WHO CARES! I love it here!!
Anyway, I’m different then those back in the central valley of California and they don’t care too much about the kids and I. I’m okay with that BUT boy do I miss my nieces and nephews. I learned today that some things have yet to change. I really hope that one day they will. I pray that one day my mom will begin to come back to church. I wish that my sister would find her life peaceful. I really do. I don’t hate them, but rather I don’t totally agree with their lifestyles at the moment. Does that make me a bad a person? I’m not saying that I’m perfect, because I come with a large amount of faults. I’m sure they would have no problem making mention of the mistakes I’ve made.
I have tried so hard not point fingers. I refuse to do that. All I can do is laugh about it all. I can not recall ever having a sisterly relationship with my sister and that is sad. I do miss my mother, but prefer that I had a mom. I do hurt for them because when the times comes I hope to see them in heaven where we could all feast together. I worry about them and a lot of times wonder if I’ll get call saying they have passed away; perhaps from drinking and driving.
I wouldn’t doubt that one day they will read this and I’m unsure of how they will respond. I’d like to say I’m not a bad person but sometimes I feel that I am.
The only family I’ve come to know is the military families and those who have impacted our lives throughout the 14 years of service.
It truly breaks my heart that my immediate family has no faith in Christ. I do know that God hasn’t let go of them. When they call for him he will hear them and guide them. He is such a loving and forgiving God. Oh dear Lord, I pray that you touch my mom and sister. I pray that you forgive me for keeping my distance. I pray that they will look to you for forgiveness and that one day we can become a family we once had. I plead to you Christ that you find some way to show them that you still love them as long as they ask for your forgiveness. Please, please Lord, protect those children and guide them, and bring them close to you, because through them Lord, you will bring my mom and sister to you……Please dear God hear my cries…….
When I left CA I vowed never to go back unless the military took us back or God forbid something were to happen to a family member. I still really do feel that way. California is NOT the place I want my children to grow up at. Plus, we really can’t afford the cost of living there.
I know where I’m going with this I just have to make sure that I word it correctly.
Since moving to Florida our family has truly been blessed. Why would I want that change. Well honestly I don’t. I had my surgery 5 weeks ago and since then I’ve met some of the most awesome people! It almost makes me want to stay here despite my allergies. So what if I have to take shots all my life! WHO CARES! I love it here!!
Anyway, I’m different then those back in the central valley of California and they don’t care too much about the kids and I. I’m okay with that BUT boy do I miss my nieces and nephews. I learned today that some things have yet to change. I really hope that one day they will. I pray that one day my mom will begin to come back to church. I wish that my sister would find her life peaceful. I really do. I don’t hate them, but rather I don’t totally agree with their lifestyles at the moment. Does that make me a bad a person? I’m not saying that I’m perfect, because I come with a large amount of faults. I’m sure they would have no problem making mention of the mistakes I’ve made.
I have tried so hard not point fingers. I refuse to do that. All I can do is laugh about it all. I can not recall ever having a sisterly relationship with my sister and that is sad. I do miss my mother, but prefer that I had a mom. I do hurt for them because when the times comes I hope to see them in heaven where we could all feast together. I worry about them and a lot of times wonder if I’ll get call saying they have passed away; perhaps from drinking and driving.
I wouldn’t doubt that one day they will read this and I’m unsure of how they will respond. I’d like to say I’m not a bad person but sometimes I feel that I am.
The only family I’ve come to know is the military families and those who have impacted our lives throughout the 14 years of service.
It truly breaks my heart that my immediate family has no faith in Christ. I do know that God hasn’t let go of them. When they call for him he will hear them and guide them. He is such a loving and forgiving God. Oh dear Lord, I pray that you touch my mom and sister. I pray that you forgive me for keeping my distance. I pray that they will look to you for forgiveness and that one day we can become a family we once had. I plead to you Christ that you find some way to show them that you still love them as long as they ask for your forgiveness. Please, please Lord, protect those children and guide them, and bring them close to you, because through them Lord, you will bring my mom and sister to you……Please dear God hear my cries…….
Saturday, July 4, 2009
God is in CONTROL!!!
It's a great life without worry. Now if I can remember that day and night I'd be set!
I feel like this message isn't just for me. That's probably why I keep posting it. Man, The Lord is really using me right now!! Isn't it awesome when you leave Christ in control?
Every word of God is pure;
He is a shield unto them that
put their trust in Him.
Proverbs 30:5
He really is amazing. I love my father.
I feel like this message isn't just for me. That's probably why I keep posting it. Man, The Lord is really using me right now!! Isn't it awesome when you leave Christ in control?
Every word of God is pure;
He is a shield unto them that
put their trust in Him.
Proverbs 30:5
He really is amazing. I love my father.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
hey you, yeah you! Looky here..
The same God who created life in you can be trusted with the details of your life.
Worrying about the future hampers your efforts for today.
Worrying is more harmful then helpful
God does not ignore those who depend on him.
Worrying shows a lack of faith and understanding of God.
There are real challenges God wants us to pursue and worrying keeps us from them.
Living one day at a time keeps us from being consumed with worry.
Matthew and Luke say this:
Do not seek what you should or what you should drink, nor have an anxious mind.
Praise the LORD!! Hallelujah! This is just what I've been waiting for!
Worrying about the future hampers your efforts for today.
Worrying is more harmful then helpful
God does not ignore those who depend on him.
Worrying shows a lack of faith and understanding of God.
There are real challenges God wants us to pursue and worrying keeps us from them.
Living one day at a time keeps us from being consumed with worry.
Matthew and Luke say this:
Do not seek what you should or what you should drink, nor have an anxious mind.
Praise the LORD!! Hallelujah! This is just what I've been waiting for!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
WHEEWWW
I'm tired. I know what's on my mind but can't put it into words this evening. It's been one of those days. We'll be going to church in half hour and then home to thank the Lord for another day and get a good night's rest.
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