New Year's Eve

Although my dad didn't pass away on New Years Eve, I always tell others not to be selfish and drink and drive. It's not easy wishing your father/mother was around. It's not easy wondering if they had a moment of regret before they passed. Don't leave your children with the pain of losing a parent.

The other way; don't leave this world leaving your parents with the heartache of losing their child to drinking and driving. It doesn't feel good to suffer such a loss.

As we come to the end of 2009 and Mike leaves only days later; I'm still finding myself looking forward to it all. There's a lot of growth that will happen. A lot of relationships will be built and become stronger. More so my relationship with Christ. I have never believed in New Year's resolutions; I feel it's a set up for failure. I do however truly believe that my gift will shine this coming year.

I really do look forward to 2010! Lord use me in ways that will keep my light burning. I'm waiting...I love you oh Lord God Almighty.