Smiling at the wonders the Lord has given me.

Right now I'm listening to the sounds of laughter and Karaoke mixed in together. My son is so happy right now. I can't help but to sit here with a smile on my face. Wow! The Lord has truly blessed Mike and I with a beautiful family. His grin is from ear to ear. He doesn't care that he's not on tune, or that his throat hurts. Matter of fact he has no care in the world right now.

They have even decided to dedicate a song to me. La Bamba!! Imagine that?! One white chick and my son singing a Spanish song to me...HAHAHA!! I can't help but to laugh at these kids.

Cici is sleeping. She's in bed and looks so angelic. Sis is listening to Christian music and taking it easy in her room.

I can't help but to sit here and laugh at these kids singing in Spanish! LOL!!!

As I listen to them and I blog, I'm also chatting with the greatest friend and sister! I ran into some pictures a few days ago of her and I singing in the church we grew up in. For a second I missed my childhood and for some time I missed her. How I wish I could see them again. I want to go out to eat with her and D and watch people act silly around us. That was a blast! The best part was that Mike was happy being there!!

Boy, do I miss my husband. I wish I could sit here with him and laugh at these kids, I miss you my love. What a great night it's been.

Bec and D I miss you guys!!! I can't wait till we see each other again! We'll need to take lots of pictures this next time. We're women now!! I love you all!!

Where's papa again?!

Today wasn't all that bad. Maybe it's because we've had company and I got a chance to do things I usually don't do; like Karaoke. Yes I sang Karaoke with my son and a special friend. Cici even decided to join along in the fun.

Okay so we didn't sing that good but hey, we now know why we're not in the choir at church. LOL! I would have taken pictures but when you're singing along you can't really hold the camera at the same time!

Ms. Cici asked a couple of times today about "when is papa coming home?" "He'll be home soon enough my love." I responded. "Why papa have to be far away for work?" She asked. I answered with, "because he loves us." That ended that conversation.

I got a chance to speak with Mike today. He's doing well. He's eating some great mexican food right now and has the opportunity to spend it with family. I'm glad he's there enjoying his last few days with his parents and brother.

I don't think I've ever told him but I really do worry about them. His dad's health was in question last year but he's a strong man and I doubt he's going anywhere! Which is prefect for me, I don't want to see my husband go through the pain of losing a parent like I did.

I've heard and have even said I don't ever want to bury my children but losing a parent isn't any better. It's hard. I know. Anyway, just a little update as we continue to become accustomed to my gorgeous husband being gone.

We miss him already....