"Kathy with a K"

Yesterday my baby boy smiled the sweetest smile for the first time in his life. He was listening to Kathy talk to him and he looked up and smiled. What a beautiful moment it was.

The day before he cooed when I was talking to him......Some of the greatest moments with our children are these moments. Milestones like this come once in their lives. Live to enjoy ever second and never ever forget them.

There is so much to talk about!!!

   First things first! I had my precious baby boy! We had a face to face introduction April 11th! Before I continue with that part let's talk about the week before.
  
It was bad. Actually let me rephrase that; it was beyond miserable! The swelling took over every part of my body and walking to the restroom was a task. It caused pain in every inch of my living being. I couldn't really be comfortable in my pants because they were tight all over my legs. Even my sleeves to my shirts were tight on the arms. It wasn't good. I had put on a massive amount of water weight (30lbs). That wasn't including the baby weight. I guess I had something call ph something rather. It's potentially a danger to the mom. The word is close to edema; maybe.

 The Docs struggle to figure out what they had to do. My blood pressure runs pretty low on a normal day. Around the low end of the 90's. When they were taking my BP it was nearing the 130's. Well for a normal person with normal BP that's fine, but with me that was 40 points. It was difficult for them to truly diagnose me because they couldn't decide if they should.In the very end they did and said, "We have to have you come in in the am ma'am. You'll be having the baby tomorrow. We're inducing.". I wasn't reluctant at all that's for sure. I asked them, "So you're inducing, how long will it take before I start to see the swelling go down"? Their response, " Almost over night". "Then let's do it!" I replied.

I showed up the next day April 11th.... To be continued!

27 days left!

I kid you not I slept with my feet in the air all night. I think I may have to purchase 2 pillows just for this. Only because I'm sure my hubby is going to want his pillows back very soon. On a good note; one foot looks a little more normal now!!!!

I seriously thought I would be going in last night. I've had these things called "quickening". Oh and not to mention just a tad bit of fluid. I decided to go to sleep since it wasn't uncomfortable.I probably could get in trouble from some of the nurses but as the nurses know the L&D would end up sending me home.

It's nice to be able to walk on my feet or should I say foot without feeling the pain! I really hope someone can rub the water out them soon. Anyway, a small but I guess semi important update! 

Just like the month of February

The countdown has begun. We have about 28 days before we are to see our little one. Honestly I expect to see him sooner. Let me start by telling everyone what’s been going on in the Aguilar household.

Sis is now old enough to drive and has her permit to prove it. She drives better than some people I know. Trust me.  She is a cautious driver and already knows to respect the rules of the road. I have a feeling she’ll be ticket free for a long time.

My goodness her being 16 soon enough is striking a cord with me.  By the end of the year she will be enrolled in college and on her way to earning her Associates. Now don’t get me wrong we have our moments with her but most are pretty darn well!

She’ll be going to prom this year which is officially her first date. As a mom I’m a little nervous but I know she’ll be the most beautiful girl in the room! Her dress is classy and sophisticated and her shoes are just the same, just as a young lady should be.

Buggy just got back from a 120 mile bike ride. He made it all the way in 3 days. He was a bit disappointed because of lack of faith but now sits in pure satisfaction knowing that he proved others wrong. One thing about our family is that we can hold our own.  We’re just private when prepping our bodies for anything.

His birthday is right around the corner. He’ll be 14. In a year he’ll have his permit. Now unlike sis, he’ll end up with a ticket sooner than later. Beware of the future driver.

I love to sit back and watch him in church. He has such intimacy with his father. He praises him. What an awesome relationship he has with the Lord.

So far with Cici she seems to be a little excited that she will get to share the room with her baby bruder. She’s helped organize the room for her and him. She’s put his little socks away and talked about how well she will take care of him when he gets home. Hopefully that doesn’t change when daddy holds his little boy for the first time.

Speaking of daddy; he’s doing pretty darn well. He tolerating me isn’t he? May I ask that you lift him and his parents up in prayer? Recently we got news that his dad not doing so well. We’re preparing ourselves for an unwanted trip. His mom called to let us know that he feels he’ll never get to meet his grandson.  That he also knows he will not see his grandchildren again. He’s not doing well at all and we’ve known this; but never to this extent. All this has us at the edge of our seats.

Going back to the man of the home; good things are going to happen. He doesn’t know I feel this way though. There are a few glitches but you just wait and see. I’m going to one day face a whole new man that will walk with a glow on his face and be someone we never expected him to be. All the glory will be to God when it happens!

Myself let’s just say I feel like a WHALE!!! The past 4ish days I’ve had nothing but swelling. My feet get so bad it hurts to walk. Braxton Hicks seem to become a little stronger each time. I can defiantly feel the end is near. His head is down already and has been for about 3 weeks now. I can feel him roll back and forth now. At times I feel his little behind up against me.  What a wonderful feeling. Isn’t it amazing how our bodies can conform to the needs of a babe? I was told not to be surprised if he arrived sooner. Honestly I won’t. I actually think he will be here sooner.

I had my first shower ever! The women of the church got together and helped celebrate the soon to be birth of our precious baby boy. Really I never expected there to be 20 plus women there. It was a nice surprise. They saved me so much money too! I was blessed with plenty of towels, receiving blankets, wash clothes and more! Sis and I got home and hubby was pleasantly surprised that we got so much. So was I. I thank the Lord for placing us with such a wonderful church family. We have been blessed by them from the moment we arrived in that church.

We do have someone people though that really adore my husband; so much so they have learned to pick on him with love and kindness, of course. I love that they have also built a relationship with my sweetheart and often bring a gentle smile to his face. He’s just loved around here, more so by us. He does have to give one of the youth a scowling once in a while but this guy deserves it! Lol!! He’s a great kid though even if he ONLY listens to Mike. My husband never ceases to amaze me. He’s pretty content where he’s at and loving every minute. So for that I thought he deserved a new toy. We purchased a bike for him. A nice beautiful ruby red bike!

Welp, it’s time for me to hang this up. Since my sleeping schedule is off right now so is everything else. God bless you all until next time.

Latest Pregnancy Symptoms

   I am 8 months today!  Funny as it seems the past 2 weeks have come with it's fair share of..... Let's see here, HEADACHES. I think I'm misbehaving, AND I DON'T LIKE IT!!!
   At 32 weeks, my symptoms are mood swings, hot flashes, urinating like mad, lack of sleep (due to being uncomfortable), lower back aches, swelling of what sometimes are to be known as cankles, and lastly this large amount of energy that comes and goes.
                                         "This too shall pass (1Corinthinas 10:12)".
 Okay so you would think that with me becoming so energetic at times I would not get cranky. Boy have I been fooling myself. This is the first time in 4 pregnancies that I have endured such feelings.   
   Did I mention, I'm emotional as well? About EVERYTHING! Oh and I'm also having some Braxton Hicks now. Yep, while I walk, sit, eat, think, sleep, rest, and well did I miss anything? I feel like my mother did when she went through her "change of life". At least I think I know how she felt.
  Despite my raging hormones, there are those perks. I get to deck out the room with baby stuff again. I have the opportunity to reminisce on what my other 3 children were like when they came into this world. Their innocent angelic faces, their bare behinds, and their thick chunky legs, which I could have taken a bit out of! Their cries of knowing instantly that someone will be able to care for them. Being trustworthy of a person they just met seconds ago. Me knowing and enjoying one of the greatest gifts the Lord has lent me.
  As I write this, I'm feeling the little man kick. He seems to be taking a liking to kicking me in bladder by the way. You know he worships with us. In service when praise and worship starts, he does too. Sometimes I sit there in hopes that our worship leader will go just a little longer, so I feel him move just a little more. He's spirit filled and he isn't here yet! I absolutely love feeling him move inside me! He will grow strong in spirit! Praise God, Praise God, Praise God!!!
                                                                   (Psalm 22:10)
             " From birth I was cast upon you; from my mother's womb you have been my God."

 My motherly instincts tell me he'll be here sooner then we would like. I keep praying he'll stay in there till he's 36 weeks baked. I doubt he'll be born in the next couple of weeks but after that I'm not sure. I know my due date is were it should be and if anything, give or take a day.
  Do me a favor would you? Pray for me. I think I need it. I don't like that I fall asleep and wake up so cranky, even though I am good at hiding it from people other then my family. I guess perhaps I should make sure others are around so I don't cranky. Poor solution I know, but it might work.
              " For You have formed my inward parts; You have covered me in my mother’s womb.                                       (Psalms 139:13)."
 

You're kidding me! 9 weeks already!!!

Yes sir/ma’am, we only have nine weeks left come tomorrow! I constantly feel this man move around and I love it! Each of the three other times I’ve been pregnant this was and is my favorite part.

A couple of the ladies of our church are throwing me a baby shower. Some may not get an invite because they don’t know you. So let me personally invite you. It’s going to be March 12^th at Milton 1^st Assembly of God Church @ 11am.  You can RSVP at 850-623-2854. I’ve been asked quite frequently where I’m registered at. To answer your question I’m registered at Target, JCPenny’s, and any yard sale that has baby boy stuff! I love me some second hand in good condition! Please join us for a mid morning day of fun.

Guess what I’m doing this week? I’m getting the entire house baby ready. I’m going to make sure there is nothing big that I’ll need. When you come into my home you will begin to think David is here already. Crazy as it seems; I can wait till he gets here. I am enjoying all the little movements.  No need to rush what the Lord has given me. I said that twice..lol.

Our youth are sparking a fire! I see it in my Sunday school class. Move over people because they are about to overfilled with the Holy Spirit! There is no more waiting on others to move; they are just going to get up and do it! I love to see our children on fire for God. It brings tears to my eyes every time.

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Yes sir/ma’am, we only have nine weeks left come tomorrow! I constantly feel this man move around and I love it! Each of the three other times I’ve been pregnant this was and is my favorite part.

A couple of the ladies of our church are throwing me a baby shower. Some may not get an invite because they don’t know you. So let me personally invite you. It’s going to be March 12^th at Milton 1^st Assembly of God Church @ 11am.  You can RSVP at 850-623-2854. I’ve been asked quite frequently where I’m registered at. To answer your question I’m registered at Target, JCPenny’s, and any yard sale that has baby boy stuff! I love me some second hand in good condition! Please join us for a mid morning day of fun.

Guess what I’m doing this week? I’m getting the entire house baby ready. I’m going to make sure there is nothing big that I’ll need. When you come into my home you will begin to think David is here already. Crazy as it seems; I can wait till he gets here. I am enjoying all the little movements.  No need to rush what the Lord has given me. I said that twice..lol.

Our youth are sparking a fire! I see it in my Sunday school class. Move over people because they are about to overfilled with the Holy Spirit! There is no more waiting on others to move; they are just going to get up and do it! I love to see our children on fire for God. It brings tears to my eyes every time.

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I have so much I want to talk about but I am going to wait. I have a 4 year old student to teach. God bless you all!

your location will be here in town. If you don’t feel you need it, please, PLEASE bless someone who does. We all know someone who could even just one box. They even have it so you can give to a local military family. I highly recommend that you give it a shot. You may even find coupons for a bigger savings! If you like let them know I referred you.

I have so much I want to talk about but I am going to wait. I have a 4 year old student to teach. God bless you all!

Correction: The time for the shower is 10am

2010 in a glimpse

2011; what to say about it? Lots happened last year. Let’s do a year in review.

I was finally able to open up about a few things of the past. I was set free! By doing so; I released a lot of anger that had been bottled up for years. I have thanked God everyday for all that he has done in my life, even when I turned my back on him.

I am not innocent; I am a human being that makes mistakes, sometimes often. I am not perfect but made in the image of Christ. I am not the most beautiful woman in the world, but he loves me with my flaws. I am a mom and a military wife. I raised my kids alone for eight months. I made mistakes. I have learned to admit to them which make it perfectly okay for others not to enjoy/like me or my company. I am not asking for your judgment but only for the judgment of the one who so graciously gave his life for me; and you.

Our family has lost some friends this past year, some in death while others it was just time to say good bye. We think of them often. Quick lesson; NEVER EVER speak ill of those that see you differently. It is not your place. Do not let what they say control you. It is not their place. Instead love these people with all your heart. As Jesus has done so to us.

My husband deployed. I saw and felt the pain of others when they were hurting. I learned to trust God with EVERY aspect of my heart; meaning patience. I learned to trust women and to become friends with them. They are not all alike. I learned that being a tom boy didn’t make me ugly but made me, well, me.

We have learned that we may not always fit in where ever we go, but we can still be loved and thought of.

I spent a week in the hospital. Friends became family. They came together and did all that they could. My husband came home on emergency leave and the Lord blessed us with a soon to be here babe.

My heart grew closer to Christ, more then it has ever been before. I sought consoling, from the GREATEST counselor I know! He helped me get through all the obstacles I had to face and may continue to face.

One thing has been different, I’m 6 months pregnant. For five months I had morning sickness; day and night. I still get it, just not so bad. Once that seemed to have subsided some I started getting pretty swollen. I have other symptoms. Here is my list; abdominal pain, faint, fatigue, pale, and dizziness. Sometimes it comes on out of the blue. You’re question must be, “Have you seen a Dr.?”, my answer is no. I see him this week.

For these reasons, I have felt so sad because honestly I have yet to enjoy being pregnant. Matter of fact, I do not want to have another one. I get moody, grouchy, irritable, whatever you want to call it. My activities have been put to a minimal because I refuse to risk my babies’ health.

My goals this year, devote myself (more then ever) to Christ. Become submissive to him. Be a good example to myself, my children and to others. Learn to pray without ceasing, forgiving, loving others as I should love myself, FORGIVING, and again sharing a little more about me, to help me heal in other aspects of my life.

The relationships that have been built here in this small town will not fade. All of what I have mentioned have been relationships; relationships in my life.

 I am welcoming the new year with strong grip on my fathers hand.