Okay garlic; I have officially broken up with you until my morning sickness subsides! I'm sorry. I was so in love with you but you really have hurt me lately. We just need a break from each other. There are some things I need to work on before we can reconcile. Give me a month or two and we'll see where we're at by then. I'll miss you my flavorsome love.
I haven't written on here because my life exists of this; Wake up in the am sick. Go to the gym sick. Work out, stomach flips, head says good morning to toilet. Yep the toilet stinks, no matter how clean it is. I've learned that shine means absolutely nothing! Watch TV = nausea. Eating adds to heartburn oh and nausea. Did I mention that no matter what room I'm in or who is next to me I can't stand the smell. No matter what I do my stomach is so tied up in knots. Worse part is I don't throw up 95% of the time. If I did I'm sure I'd feel better.
My armpits stink!! No matter how much deodorant I put on, I stink! It's not as bad as your odor though. You're much worse. Please stop telling me you showered or brushed your teeth. That is not good enough. I don't mean to be cruel I just don't like smells right now. Oh and when you fart in the gym can you please not walk by me thinking it's not following you! I know it was you. You and I were the only one's on that side of the gym at 0500! Unless of course you want me to tell you, "Hey I know you farted, (whispering) it's following you; can you go poop now please?!".
"Sierra, mama, do you want to hear the baby?" Excitedly she says, "Yes mama!". I gently place her head on my stomach. She looks up like a deer in the headlights, "DADDY!!!! The baby is crying!!!!" "I heard him!". I can not wait till she's in the room with me/us listening to the baby on the ultrasound. She wants to name the baby; if it's a boy, brother. A girl, sister.
The only update I have is that you all STINK!!! AND I feel blah 23 hours a day. I love being pregnant! I love God, my husband, my children, and my friends. Hope you got a small smile on your face. I know I'll laugh at this one day; just not today.
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